~过年咯~

Hehehe got to admit that I am really excited for chinese new year liao! Are you ready ??!!

2010 CNY 【大日子】MY ASTRO 舞虎扬威大日子
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09XvalNEV4s

2010 CNY【恭喜恭喜】MY ASTRO 舞虎扬威大日子


2010 CNY【除夕合家欢/十大财神到我家+花絮】MY ASTRO舞虎扬威大日子


2010 CNY 迎春花 新春好预兆 拜年 向歌友拜年【南方群星大拜年 好幸福 2010】


NTV7 + OneFM 《有情新年》 2010 Chinese New Year + Valentine's Day

The End 2.0.0.9

2009 ~ hermm...what do I has? seem not real but it is ..really going and reach the end of 2009.
Going to be 2000 and 10... oh yes..what did I do for my pass 10years?
hermm..finished my Secondary school life and like a funny backpack traveller go to Matriculation college alone..

Well, as usual pick up some thing that necessary, go up to the old school bus...to my dreamed Uni life..

finished 4years Uni life with lousy results.. :P oh yea...did I mentioned that I never used computer before I entry to Computer&Communications system engineering?what an idiot thought "to challenge myself".. well..I really get enough for my silly act.

Well, no use to blame rather just find a easy way to survive! hermm graduation...and what? working? what should I do and work as? with the lousy below 2.5 results??

but still I get my first job by recommend from Mr Tony..which is my manager when I was in Industry training. hehe am i doing a good jobs?? well..at least i am doing my best and "sincere" performance..

But I can't forever in Helpdesk...I need to jump out of the box..
hermm guess what? Doing network? "we don't need a lady here..U can't carry heavy router switches..." ... well I neither do i :P ..unless i have to do so..
Going to telco..."sorry informed you...you do not has this x that x experiences.."

arr....no..i won't be group in line of programmer...arrhh...never.. after I almost failed my C++, java.. wonder why must need to play with the language that you never going use when talking to people.. hermm...I don't want talk to machine.. I scared one day I will sit in front a washing machine and start talking...

sigh..sound like I don't have much choice right?

almost searching and interviewed many jobs in 1year! From excited till disappointed and give up...

A chance of chatting make a big changes! Mr Bernard ..
"eei...your company want hire people?..I send you resume.."
tang...tang... I am in my current company after 1 month :D ...

Well..I can't say I am able to buy big houses, big car..but at least no more worries!:D I used to superb worry about my monthly expenses and family needs...

It is really hard for me who without any experience in Wintel servers..But still i believe i can make it though.. and a shifting job...*:P i don't really like to sleep in office and public...* scared my snoring will scared out people's around:(..

But i still loved my current job as I can learn a lot from experts here and they willing provide me training and guidance's :D

Hehehe sound so good of my new job? hehe...give and take lo..i earned some but give in return is my times...Christmas..new year...
Sound so bad? not really la...i got claim back mah ..wakaka...

At the end...wish everybody Merry christmas and happy new year...

oh yea...wish me too ok? :P I'm so lonely in the office..and typing all these to you :P




Cheers!!!

Just Stand Up~Don't Give Up

Never see so much famous singer stand for supporting people's heart.! it is lovely and touching.. Don't give up!!!

Just Stand Up To Cancer Lyrics

Just Stand Up Lyrics

ALL:
Every thing will be alright
Rihanna:yeah
Beyonce:
The heart is stronger
Than you think
It's like it can go
Through anything
And even when you think
It can't it finds a way
To still push on
Though

Carrie Underwood:
Sometimes
You want to run away
Ain't got the patience
For the pain
And if you
Don't believe it
Look into
Your heart
The beat goes on

Rihanna:
I'm tellin' you

Miley Cyrus:
Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna:
If you fall

Miley Cyrus:
Dust it off
Don't let up

Sheryl Crow:
Don't you know
You can go
Be your own miracle

Beyonce:
You need to know...

Chorus (Sheryl Crow):
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up

Sheryl Crow/Beyoncé:
Who are we to be
Questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

Fergie:
It's like
We all have better days
Problems getting all up
In your face

Leona Lewis:
Just because
You go through it

Fergie:
Don't mean it got
To take control, no

Leona Lewis:
You ain't gotta find
No hiding place

Keyshia Cole:
Because the heart
Can beat the hate

Leona Lewis:
Don't wanna
Let your mind
Keep playin' you

Keyshia Cole:
And sayin' you
Can't go on

Rihanna:
I'm tellin' you

Miley Cyrus:
Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna:
If you fall

Miley Cyrus:
Dust if off
Don't let up

LeAnn Rimes:
Don't you know you

Natasha Bedingfield:
Can go

LeAnn Rimes:
Be your own

Natasha Bedingfield:
Miracle

Carrie Underwood:
You need to know

[Chorus-All]
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up
Who are we to be
Questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

Mary J. Blige:
You don't gotta be
A prisoner
In your mind

Ciara:
If you fall
Dust it off

Mary J. Blige:
You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie Underwood:
Yeah

Mary J. Blige:
Let your heart
Be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie:
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Mariah Carey:
And you will know
That you're good
If you trust in the good

Ashanti:
Everything
Will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark
If you follow your heart

Mary J. Blige:
And it will get better

Mariah Carey:
Through whatever

[Chorus-All]
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up
Who are we to be
Questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

Fergie:
You got it in you
Find it within
You got in ya
Find it within now
You got in you
Find it within
You got in ya
Find it within now
You got in you
Find it within
You got it in you
Find it within
Find it within you
Find it within

Through It All, Just Stand Up!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c1h52vnsQ00

你开心吗？Happy？

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't you take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I can't stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah


Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
But all these days, they feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh


So any turns that I can't see,
like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything


So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

失踪的日子

突然觉得终于可以停下来，好好的给自己休息休息一下。

好一阵子真的好忙好忙，忙得连去记起来的时间也没有，
所以，除了疲劳其他的都不大给记得了。

好一段时间的奔波，终于辞了那份对我意义重大的第一份工作！
在还没踏入社会前，那种种担心也是在那给我下了人生的定义和开始。

回忆起，想当年大学Industries Training原来是要自己给自己去找一份工作。
想起来还真冒汗，以当年的环境，还真不知道要去哪里找份工作。
找到快要给大学“卖猪仔”去当免费劳工时，MiTV Networks收留了。
就这样，在那打了三个月的工，从MiTV到Mi3G..

就一年后，就如约定的回去给旧老板打工。
可是那时已经成为了U Mobile018了，也多了好多的韩国老板。
^_^ 看见他们时，感觉自己像在韩国电影般。。有些还真帅叻！

可是在一年后，开始慢慢的知道自己要走的是什么方向。
知道自己一无是处也不行，为了一技之长，
狠下心肠，头破血流的要闯出去了！

跌跌撞撞的四处去给自己找个主人，
在别人选我时，我也斤斤计较的挑着。
回算起来，还真用了我好一段时间。。大概。。。八九个月吧！
过程真是残不回首，有的还真离谱到。。
有的看我皮够不够黑，有的好像屋顶比较好看，有的要看你的原产地(Only XX need to apply)，
有者还要问你老母。。。和老豆是不是在那打过工。 =P
还试过要online IQ test,hand writting,face2face,Technical test,写essay的．
最离谱的试过，来见我的是管钱的，问的跟答的就好像鸡跟鸭讲．．有够力的＝＿＝搞到他要找人来跟他翻译．

结果搞到我人都无力了．．

就要投降那刻，跟一个大学学弟聊了起来，随便问了＂你那要请人吗？＂
就这样无心插柳，柳成栽．很快有了消息，面了试．
抱着一尝的心态去试一试，也没抱多大的希望了，因为一大堆答不出来的问题．＊尴尬得很＊
不知是不是天可怜我一下下....竟然被录取了＝＿＝＂

就这样抱着怀疑与兴奋的心情开始了在Cyberjaya的生涯.

纵贯线 - 亡命之徒

听我说 我原来有个梦
跟你高飞远走 跟你一起走到白头
但是我 拥有化为乌有
忘记我们承诺 忘记曾经爱你爱的那么浓
我不能带你走 我犯了大错
必须一个人走 必须扛下所有罪过
必须离开熟悉的街口 请你不要忘记我
这夜里有小雨飘在空中
当我扣板机的瞬间 灵魂早已卖给魔鬼
可笑的是 我好想求主帮我赎回
赎回我那一丁点的尊严
想起妈妈的脸 对不起这几年
是否有机会再见你一面
妈妈我犯了错 你会原谅我吗?
我已经踏上了末路
别人眼中的亡命之徒 哪里还有我的藏身处?
我的兄弟 离我远去 我还傻呼呼的相信道义
所谓的人性莫非要用血和泪来换取教训
不想再混下去
想说干完这一票就不再撩下去
想着想着我的眼泪就流不停

出发啦 不要问那路在哪?
迎风向前 是唯一的方法
出发啦 不想问那路在哪?
运命哎呀 什么关卡?
当车声隆隆 梦开始阵痛
它卷起了风 重新雕塑每个面孔
夜雾那么浓 开阔也汹涌
有一种预感 路的终点是迷宫

喂 小子 我想我大概明白你的意思
那些发生在你身上的
曾经以不同的面貌 也在我生命里出现过好几次
对此 我并无更高明的解释
只是觉得今天说不定是个合适的日子
我们就各自用舒服的姿势
用擅长的方式 给人生我们的
不管是一种告解还是一份答辩词
人再有本事也难抵抗命运的不仁慈
这道理再简单不过 接不接受是另外一回事
真爱并非不来 它只是被无预警的恶意的延迟
不要让某个女人做的蠢事
变成你自己与自己的争执
为什么 该有的都有还是觉得不够
天呀 该不会是贪心的念头
为什么 拼了命地工作 拼了命地追梦
到头来原地没有动过
为什么 万里晴空下的面孔
庸庸碌碌不开心地锁着眉头 要向谁哭诉
为什么 想去看场电影
该死的台风偏偏选在每一个的周末
为什么 这个世界上 就是有人穷得发疯
有人富有 把钞票当作了枕头
为什么 新闻里 鼻酸故事 只为了
偷面包给妈妈 充饥的小偷
为什么 一百个为什么
变成一千个 一万个 十万个 为什么
为什么 我想破头写不出个鸟 念念念
我为了什么


我们都不必在意未来的样子
像是精神病患写的诗 或是烟花绽放的节日
随它去吧 我们都只活一次
呼吸呼吸呼吸 呼 一切曳然而止
真理在荒谬被证实以前 都只是暗室里的装饰
只有当眼前亮起来了以后
才有机会彰显它的价值 不是谁能决定的
该漫游还是冲刺
我们都在海里 我觉得我们像沙子
你说的亡命之徒 是不是大概就是这个意思

出发啦 不要问那路在哪(亡命之徒 可会全力以赴)
迎风向前 是唯一的方法(是不是穷途末路 有没有藏身之处)
出发啦 不想问那路在哪(亡命之徒 逃亡要全力以赴)
运命哎啊 什么关卡(喘息在穷途末路 给我个藏身之处)
当车声隆隆 梦开始阵痛(亡命之徒 可会全力以赴)
它卷起了风 重新雕塑每个面孔(是不是穷途末路 有没有藏身之处)
夜雾那么浓 开阔也汹涌(亡命之徒 逃亡要全力以赴)
有一种预感 路的终点是迷宫(喘息在穷途末路 给我个藏身之处)

出发啦 不要问那路在哪(亡命之徒 可会全力以赴)
迎风向前 是唯一的方法(是不是穷途末路 有没有藏身之处)
出发啦 不想问那路在哪(亡命之徒 逃亡要全力以赴)
运命哎啊 什么关卡(喘息在穷途末路 给我个藏身之处)
当车声隆隆 梦开始阵痛(亡命之徒 可会全力以赴)
它卷起了风 重新雕塑每个面孔(是不是穷途末路 有没有藏身之处)
夜雾那么浓 开阔也汹涌(亡命之徒 逃亡要全力以赴)
有一种预感 路的终点是迷宫(喘息在穷途末路 给我个藏身之处)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XT8l-CpscuA

uh hu~ new look

:P today just cut my hair in Zex Workshop which quite famous in cheras/KL. I knew this saloon from internet before going to cut my hair:P a lot of good comments.

But ... :( before I start my session which I book in 3pm. My personal drive viva zhai bang someone car. So sad, my viva zhai just hurt a bit la, but the Mr X car ...look like very heavy injure. I paid 250 after nego with the car repair shop.

Kanasai ....after I view back the picture I took, the heavy injure is not my fault la!! I found is the Mr X make it early, and not us.

But anyway...I didn't call back the number they give me to argue la. Since already settled. Plus if fight till police there still our salah...properly got to pay more then just 250. (T_T)

Haiz...lucky I get discount in my hair dying, else really a big damage (T_T) and most important the director of that saloon I booked really satisfied me :P

Today I go back with a nice mood (n_n)