uh hu~ new look

:P today just cut my hair in Zex Workshop which quite famous in cheras/KL. I knew this saloon from internet before going to cut my hair:P a lot of good comments.

But ... :( before I start my session which I book in 3pm. My personal drive viva zhai bang someone car. So sad, my viva zhai just hurt a bit la, but the Mr X car ...look like very heavy injure. I paid 250 after nego with the car repair shop.

Kanasai ....after I view back the picture I took, the heavy injure is not my fault la!! I found is the Mr X make it early, and not us.

But anyway...I didn't call back the number they give me to argue la. Since already settled. Plus if fight till police there still our salah...properly got to pay more then just 250. (T_T)

Haiz...lucky I get discount in my hair dying, else really a big damage (T_T) and most important the director of that saloon I booked really satisfied me :P

Today I go back with a nice mood (n_n)

溏心风暴 - 有家真好

看着有家的人们，病了可以回家给家人照顾，
工作累了，可以那假回一回家乡跟家人投诉。
在外受气了，还可以找家人数数别人的不是。

无家可归的流浪魂。。
每天只记得定时上班、延迟下班；
因为老板不喜欢看到我在七点前背书包回去。
好不容易等到七点半了，忽然没了回去的冲动，
原来不知道回去要干什么，

而且寄人篱下，感觉就没那么好；
无家可归的人要看人心情脸色做人，
晴天是可以多扒两口饭，
阴天是可以闪就赶快些，
如门忘了给锁上了，就要连埋在地底的祖宗都给数了出来。
自己命贱就算了，还要连累把我当宝的祖宗真是让我无脸下九泉就是了。

没人疼的人，脸皮厚就算了；
还要厚到给丢到太平洋去。

也不知道为什么让自己堕落成这样子，
没了自尊、没了骨子里的气。
搞得自我麻醉、自我安慰、自己给自己假希望。
当假希望一破灭，就像一个新借口自我安慰。

没了家， 没了尊严、没了骨气、遗失了自己。。

Yes ThIs iS mE~

I am freshgrad,
I am 23 years old,
I am not a sweet girl,
I don't have a sweet voice,
I use obscene language,
I clear my bank draft every month,
I finish my studies with own forces,
I don't have a car,
I don't have a house neither,
I don't have hometown,
I have a broken family,
I have a family to bear,
I work for survive,
I need look after 3 sisters and my mum,
I am lucky cause my bro start working,
I don't like to talk bout my family,
I never kena TOTO "~_~" 20mil,
I hate the life sometimes,
I hate to be poor,
I hate talk to idiot,
I face pressure not fear,
I stand hard for my own right,
I lost my own life for others,
I face new problem every single day,
I don't know what can make me smile,
I don't know what is relax,
I don't know what is comfort life,
I don't know what is happy family,
I feel like burning & keep bleeind,
I don't know what I should do to make me release from suffering....