The End 2.0.0.9

2009 ~ hermm...what do I has? seem not real but it is ..really going and reach the end of 2009.
Going to be 2000 and 10... oh yes..what did I do for my pass 10years?
hermm..finished my Secondary school life and like a funny backpack traveller go to Matriculation college alone..

Well, as usual pick up some thing that necessary, go up to the old school bus...to my dreamed Uni life..

finished 4years Uni life with lousy results.. :P oh yea...did I mentioned that I never used computer before I entry to Computer&Communications system engineering?what an idiot thought "to challenge myself".. well..I really get enough for my silly act.

Well, no use to blame rather just find a easy way to survive! hermm graduation...and what? working? what should I do and work as? with the lousy below 2.5 results??

but still I get my first job by recommend from Mr Tony..which is my manager when I was in Industry training. hehe am i doing a good jobs?? well..at least i am doing my best and "sincere" performance..

But I can't forever in Helpdesk...I need to jump out of the box..
hermm guess what? Doing network? "we don't need a lady here..U can't carry heavy router switches..." ... well I neither do i :P ..unless i have to do so..
Going to telco..."sorry informed you...you do not has this x that x experiences.."

arr....no..i won't be group in line of programmer...arrhh...never.. after I almost failed my C++, java.. wonder why must need to play with the language that you never going use when talking to people.. hermm...I don't want talk to machine.. I scared one day I will sit in front a washing machine and start talking...

sigh..sound like I don't have much choice right?

almost searching and interviewed many jobs in 1year! From excited till disappointed and give up...

A chance of chatting make a big changes! Mr Bernard ..
"eei...your company want hire people?..I send you resume.."
tang...tang... I am in my current company after 1 month :D ...

Well..I can't say I am able to buy big houses, big car..but at least no more worries!:D I used to superb worry about my monthly expenses and family needs...

It is really hard for me who without any experience in Wintel servers..But still i believe i can make it though.. and a shifting job...*:P i don't really like to sleep in office and public...* scared my snoring will scared out people's around:(..

But i still loved my current job as I can learn a lot from experts here and they willing provide me training and guidance's :D

Hehehe sound so good of my new job? hehe...give and take lo..i earned some but give in return is my times...Christmas..new year...
Sound so bad? not really la...i got claim back mah ..wakaka...

At the end...wish everybody Merry christmas and happy new year...

oh yea...wish me too ok? :P I'm so lonely in the office..and typing all these to you :P




Cheers!!!

失踪的日子

突然觉得终于可以停下来，好好的给自己休息休息一下。

好一阵子真的好忙好忙，忙得连去记起来的时间也没有，
所以，除了疲劳其他的都不大给记得了。

好一段时间的奔波，终于辞了那份对我意义重大的第一份工作！
在还没踏入社会前，那种种担心也是在那给我下了人生的定义和开始。

回忆起，想当年大学Industries Training原来是要自己给自己去找一份工作。
想起来还真冒汗，以当年的环境，还真不知道要去哪里找份工作。
找到快要给大学“卖猪仔”去当免费劳工时，MiTV Networks收留了。
就这样，在那打了三个月的工，从MiTV到Mi3G..

就一年后，就如约定的回去给旧老板打工。
可是那时已经成为了U Mobile018了，也多了好多的韩国老板。
^_^ 看见他们时，感觉自己像在韩国电影般。。有些还真帅叻！

可是在一年后，开始慢慢的知道自己要走的是什么方向。
知道自己一无是处也不行，为了一技之长，
狠下心肠，头破血流的要闯出去了！

跌跌撞撞的四处去给自己找个主人，
在别人选我时，我也斤斤计较的挑着。
回算起来，还真用了我好一段时间。。大概。。。八九个月吧！
过程真是残不回首，有的还真离谱到。。
有的看我皮够不够黑，有的好像屋顶比较好看，有的要看你的原产地(Only XX need to apply)，
有者还要问你老母。。。和老豆是不是在那打过工。 =P
还试过要online IQ test,hand writting,face2face,Technical test,写essay的．
最离谱的试过，来见我的是管钱的，问的跟答的就好像鸡跟鸭讲．．有够力的＝＿＝搞到他要找人来跟他翻译．

结果搞到我人都无力了．．

就要投降那刻，跟一个大学学弟聊了起来，随便问了＂你那要请人吗？＂
就这样无心插柳，柳成栽．很快有了消息，面了试．
抱着一尝的心态去试一试，也没抱多大的希望了，因为一大堆答不出来的问题．＊尴尬得很＊
不知是不是天可怜我一下下....竟然被录取了＝＿＝＂

就这样抱着怀疑与兴奋的心情开始了在Cyberjaya的生涯.

赤壁

呵吖。。。有够无奈的！
我体外肥饱安详，但体内在上演赤壁叻！
我的天啊。。。。。
左边的〈生活〉跟右边的〈原则〉打到。。阿妈也认不到了。
原则：“你这个没有尊严的东西，为了生活就可以那么的犯溅违背良心的去干你不喜欢的东西吗？”
生活：“你这就以为我很想吗？可是你说饿、要车子、要漂亮的衣服。。！！”
原则：“可你就更本忘了我们共同拥有的梦想！花了一年时间什么也没做到！”
生活：“那好啊！我们就去跟你而活，看你到月尾时如何去解决我的费用！”

结果，气直理壮的原则败给了生活

Pain in the ASS

Lately I am really pain in the ASS!!!

Don't know is lucky or unfortunate, received a few offer to gorek me =_=!!
The first reaction for someone who so frustrated with…*censored* oh yeah…is damn excited!!

Itchy in the Ass, make everything very well and say YES to everything!!!
Kanasai lo…..End UP, *sorry to inform you that I am unable to….* (=_=)”

For those received the similar email from me…I bet them are %^$%#%#@$$$...me now!!!

Haiyah…is not I play play with them, but …ermm….
Good Position with small size company or same job scope but BIG MNC company.
Too small company I will think of the BIG storm of economic,
Same job scope which is what I am trying to escape from..

=_= hami la… is there no others choice for me? Am I choosy?
Hermmm…I am just trying to get a better job that can let me learn a lot! I am more rather to suffer for a hard core job to get some experience then just being a multiuse front end kuli =_=!!

Hermm… feel a bit sorry to Mr. A, Mr. V, and some that I can’t remember their name de =_=!!