It's life?

arghh....again, I get the same reply from a forum friend.

.."It's Life"..

It's not the first time I get this comment from friend, is thousands of times!!

These few days, I starting to ask myself, "WHY? Why? why?.."
Why is me??? Am I doing too much bad things in my previous life??
If do so, I must be very very very devil person in my previous life!!!

Looked at my friends, wow...they are so happy ~.~, all the news from them are ..
"ooh...do you knew that ah who who who buying a new car? erm...who who already go make a new hair style..and who who who going to straighten their hair"

=.= why why why? I'm also freshgrad, also taking the same salary, why am I is under MCG??
aka ("Monthly Clear Group")

Every time go to ATM I would be under the BIG Sweating group =.=
gosh..... paying accommodation rents for me and sis, my transport fees, 2 sister's bus fees, sister pocket money, and my...my..... huh...can't remember all but what I remember now is my PTPTN NOT YET START PAYING ...god!! *pensang*
What a peasant salary minus EPF minus Socso ... *fall down and fainted again*

Then again, my ultimate version of moon cake series family problem is killing me softly~~


21 Oct a day that seem so far yet so close to me....

After 4 years of suffering...A BIG day to announce to myself "It's Ending"
Huhu...I wish I won't be crying on that day, 4 years!! 4 years.....
a sweet and suffer memories there...most important is ..
all done by my own, from matriculation college to Uni.
hehe...suddenly remember me of the first day I going to Uni, catch up a bus ticket from friend, packing few shirt, and start my journey to my future ... (n_n) now think back...really a "salute" to myself!!!

erm...lately was thinking where should I say when others ask me " where is your hometown?"

*start trace back memory* I am from :

Born in my mama tummy (9 months) -> teluk Intan,Perak (4 or 5 years)-> Singapore( few months or more ) -> Padang Rengas, Perak (2 years) -> Bukit Mertajam, Penang ( 9 years)-> Kepala Batas, Penang ( 1 year) -> Serdang, Selangor ( 4 years ++ - current).

So where I belong to?? But the only thing I know, I still belong to the earth :D still not moving to space yet .. hehe :D I wish my next station won't be Malaysia again...i want going out from MY to my dreaming land... okok just dream for now..*after look into my pocket and ATM slip again*


Huh...this post too long for reading rite? ok stop now, continue in next post! cheers d(n_n)b

*wish I could write down my ultimate version mooncake series* it's a loooong loooong story.